Author: Poo
•7:51 AM

My kiddos were born at 33 weeks and were extremly premature. We had a bigger battle to fight after they were born...a battle of survival...God again gave me the strength to pull along....there were other family problems to contend with too...those were the weakest moments in my life (both physically and emotionally)...I was struggling to be sane...I did come out of it but not as the original me... I had lost myself permanantly...the real me...a person with a spirit to live life to the full...the harsh realities of life and the chameleon like people transformed me into another person...who I am now. I do not know which is good or bad but I do know that I liked the original me better!!!!

I was tested in every way possible...in every aspect of life...and I still existed (not lived) in this world. My only ray of hope...my darlings...kept me going...

I realise that this is a rather gloomy post and I relived my nighmare again while typing this after 6 years!!!! The wounds bestowed by life run REALLY deep and are difficult to heal...and I realise that some may never heal afterall!!!!!
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3 comments:

On December 23, 2009 at 10:08 PM , Gayatri said...
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On December 23, 2009 at 10:09 PM , Gayatri said...

- I guess all of us have changed sighhhh

- *Hugs*

 
On December 24, 2009 at 6:44 AM , Poo said...

Enna comment adichi apparam remove pannita? Mandai vedikudhu...